Macam manusia lemah je menangis tiap masa, f.

6 friggin months, hi.

You know what?
I cant live in my house for (aprox) 6 months.
Its like living in the cave or something.

I have to go out and meet people.
Living in the house alone is... scary.
Not that I'm scared of ghosts and monsters.
Its bcs idk, living alone since everyone's out working, going to school,
leaving me behind with all the house chores and no one to talk to.
Ended up alone

I hate being alone.
It makes me thinks, alot.
And no productive things to do everyday.
I mean everyday the same house, peoples, surroundings, activities.
Wheres the fun?
Wheres the risks?
Wheres the adventures, experiences?

Half a year in the house,
I cant even imagine.
Making me crazy wey.

Not that I tried to find a job or going out,
But mom's said no job till I got my driving license.
And I've to take care of my younger bros.
When they came back from school, their foods, clothes, help em with le homeworks and such.

Cant even going out with friends on weekdays :(

I dont even have friends in my neighbourhood.
Damn Im no good in socializing.
Nu-uh.

Ah there,
No job, going out, money..

Worst part is,
for six months.

:(

Idk maybe I'm in no mood tonight is bcs i miss my friends.
Bcs when they started to mention me, i feel alot better.

Why I dont mention them first? Cause at that time I've no mood and I dont even know why.
So I just be all emo and stuff.

Lol Athirah, lol.